Sunday, January 9, 2011

Rainy days and Sundays...

Sundays are always a bummer for me. I go into a sleepy, hibernating, depressive mode. I generally don't shower unless I actually have to leave my apartment and I don't usually leave. I skulk around my little home in a pair of shorts and yesterday's T-shirt. I sleep, read, watch a little bit of television and repeat the cycle again. I am uncertain, un-centered, off-kilter, filled with an energy I don't use. I am like a sloth: a lazy, large, sad one.

I know taking a shower would make me feel more human but I don't do it. It's almost like I am punishing myself by purposely not doing what I need.

I do this almost every Sunday now. I have been doing this for a while. When will I stop doing this to myself?

Sigh...

In other news not about my slovenliness, I have decided to do the local MS Walk again in May. I have started my team and started recruiting walkers and donations. Last year the team was in the top ten of the local walk's teams' fundraisers and I was in the top ten for individual fundraisers. Woohoo.

Let's see what we can do this year!

1 comment:

Diane Lanette said...

I understand your "Sunday Depression". Hopefully it will pass soon.

Good luck in the MS Walk!